Abhinav Sharma and I, we did everything in reverse.
The day he pulled me into his office - our first encounter, mind you - he popped the question. Now, you'd figure a dude like him - a bit chilly, maybe, but undeniably striking and way out of reach - would reserve a marriage proposal for the love of his life, right? You'd think he must be head over heels in love. Wrong. It was yours truly he asked. A total stranger who hadn't even heard of him. A stranger fresh off a recent dumping by her fiancé. You'd imagine I'd burst into laughter, brand him as insane - and maybe a few other choice words - then bolt as fast as my feet could carry me.
Well... I did all of that except for the hasty exit. He managed to talk me into a business deal...uh, I mean marriage, in a matter of minutes, and we officially tied the knot within days. Happiest day of my life, right? A fairy tale. Break out the champagne... Not really. It was the worst day. Abhinav Sharma was nothing like what I had pictured for myself. I blamed him for my lapse in judgment. I blamed those eyes of his, deep hazel, unapologetically locking onto mine, and that perpetual frown I had no clue would captivate me over time.
Shortly after he declared I was the biggest mistake of his life, things took a turn. No, he still wasn't Mr. Chatty, but anyone can put a few words together. His actions spoke volumes to me. Day by day, my heart started charting its own course. One moment he was nobody. The next, he was everything. One moment he was untouchable. The next, he seemed entirely mine. One moment I believed we were in love. The next, it was still just a facade.
After all, I was Akshara, and he was Abhinav Sharma. We were destined to be doomed from the get-go with those names. What else did you expect?
"don't look at me with those eyes Ms Singh otherwise I will loose myself to you ". He said and landed forward our lips so close but still that strength of kissing each other wasn't.
"You know advik ,you already loosed yourself when you said that if anything like love existed then you would have fallen for me ,like they way no one did ".
I told him as my hand moved to his cheeks.
"Exactly,But that felling of love doesn't exist in reality".
He told me
"Fuck ,then what about those feelings which you are having for me "?
"I don't know what I feel for you Radhika".
He said as he crassed my taato which was on my neck .
"You know what it's good that you are leaving advik ,I thought that you were just trying to run away from things but no there's nothing like that ! I was the one who thought that you are changing because of me ,even I thought that I have found my one but know I was so wrong, so wrong because I fall for wrong human ! You really don't deserve this advik ".
I told him and tried to go away but he holded me back ,
"If there's something in your heart for me then I will suggest you to forget me ,and look forward for someone who can love you madly ,who can take care of you ,you should look for someone of whom you will be not scared of radhika"
"I know that you are not perfect and so I but you what advik what makes both of us best is us being not perfect and then also I can guarantee you that we are so perfect together with our imperfections."
She said and passed me her smile which I saw very first time ,teary eyes with peaceful smile.
I didn't said anything and stepped more closer to her ,she closed her eyes making her tears travel down her cheeks but before that can happen I cleaned them and kissed her on forehead.
"Trust me , I don't know about anything but only thing I am aware is you are going to be there in my mind till my last breath and I hope you forget me the moment I leave India ".