When I am (Book 3)
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  • Reads 26,225
  • Votes 1,171
  • Parts 30
  • Time 5h 51m
Complete, First published Mar 28, 2015
Mature
This book may contain the mature setting, but I've only set that for fighting scenes. The only thing in here is kisses, hugs and hand holding. 
Emily Andrews Stark is the Vibranium Soldier

The whole world knows that, Asgard knows that! Loki is coming and he's bringing friends, he's bringing an army, but nobody knows when or where besides Earth. 

When sanity comes into play, will someone go crazy. Bullets fly, blood splatters and knives slice, what will the world come to. When Hydra take a few round, when Loki unleashes his 'high and mighty' power, will the world be safe? Will the Avengers protect the civilians of Earth. 

Trails of heartbreak makes a stand, tears weave their pasts and family turns, will They be able to stand like the mighty team of heroes they are, or will they fall like dominos that fall with just a small push? 

Read this to find out what happens between Bucky, Emily and The Avengers.
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