.... I couldn't hear what she just said. I said, "sorry, come again." I laughed,"I know you are joking ". She said, "Aalia, listen to me. Shocked and confused I stood up and started walking away. I ran faster ignoring the calls behind me. I know its a dream and I'm going to wake up soon. I kept running until I stumbled and fell down. I couldn't carry me anymore. As if something was ripping me apart, it was so painful. I was crying out loud, screaming. "It can't happen to me. Noooo. There must be some solution. No one can just come to me n tell I can never be a mother. Nooo, its a lie. "And there was a blackout... . While returning home, I saw a little girl sitting in a small garden, around 3 years crying. I could feel the ache of a mother, which died before taking birth, within me. I couldn't resist n went to the girl. Then I found out it was an orphanage and the girl was crying because she wanted her mother. ... .... Its the last page of my diary......