Azmych's Rival.
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On a path of Self-Discovery? or on a Path corrupted by Azmych?
Transgender Topics.
This is more of a vent if anything.
Azmych represents my past. The most confusing part about self discovery is debating whether you were always like this, or just losing yourself. The line between Self-Discovery and Self-Destruction is becoming obnoxiously transparent to me. Am I destroying myself, or am I finding my footing?
Story Cover,
https://www.deviantart.com/codexinfernal/art/Azmych-720015467
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Only depiction of Azmych I could find.
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