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Elisabeth feels hopeless. Her life is in pieces, she dropped out of high school she's stressed out, she's got panic attacks, her anxiety's never been worse. No matter what she does, it just doesn't feel right.

But then she meets Pj, who's able to give a new meaning to her life.

*little update: please don't except huge plot twists or anything, this is literally just a little fluffy somewhat depressed story inspired by personal experiences. mostly written about tiny stories and ideas I've had in my head. I don't even have a storyline written down for it, I just write down what I feel like writing down. Maybe that's not the best way to write a story, especially a chaptered one, but I enjoy it this way. maybe it'll change later idk but for now that's how it is.*

*another little update: might just change the name of main character. reason is that when i started writing it i was really out of ideas, i wanted a simple name, one that can help me see through her eyes, making it easier for me to write, soooo i kinda named her after myself, which is getting really confusing and just cringy now and i don't like it. if any of you dear readers have suggestions for a new name i'm happy to read them all, would be a big help for me cuz i'm always bad with names.*

*wtf update again: changing the name soz not soz*All Rights Reserved

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Infinity x The World by LunaLightfoot

Warning: this book's focus is drawn to a character who hints themes of depression and self-harm. The idea of the story is to present the experience of learning to understand and comfort someone through these struggles. So while these themes are contained within a comical styled story, they are still present so please be mindful of that before you read on. You. You're just a normal girl. A normal girl with a normal life... until you meet the boy with blue hair... Name: unknown Age: unknown Human? Unknown How can someone live a life without anyone knowing of their existence? You don't know. But you want too. Determination fills you with a desire to seek more about this boy. There's just something about him that makes you want to know more. He meets your eye. Is a name really too much to ask? He refuses to give you one. If you keep investigating, you'll get hurt. You'll be killed. You'll regret it. It's not a warning. It's simply the truth. You've been noticing strange things going on. He's not in any records. A shotgun fire?! He has wounds that heal all too quickly. How can a boy get shot and heal by the very next day? You want to know, don't you? Then simply allow your mind to go wondering into this book and discover the secrets behind the boy who no one knows. (This book is a representation of my experiences with dating someone with depression in high school. I wrote it while we were dating, subconsciously writing him into the character Infinity. I will say that I intend to rewrite this at some point to send a better message, as I feel some of the actions in this book are unhealthy reactions to depression, that I have a much better perspective of now) [I'm also working on a VN based on this story.... If my studies would stop getting in the way]

тнє ℓιкє & ℓσνє ρяσנє¢т by ry_ya01

|--> when a struggling writer gets a story idea from an idol, she's determined to make a story featuring an aspiring idol's journey to stardom. notes: - mentions of suicide, stuff like that. - this story is not meant to portray what idols go through - based on real events but remixed for fictional and plot purposes - swearing - two stories: one focuses on the idol and the other focuses on the author writing the idol's story - any chapter that is a multiple of five (along with the prologue and the first chapter) is focused on the author, the rest of the chapters focuses on the idol - inspired by: my experience as a writer, my thought process, project sekai (specifically more more jump!'s story), love live nijigasaki (the idol is based off of setsuna yuki), real life events

Things We Don't Normally Do by toastyxpeach

// A W2S Fanfic // If it is true that "insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting different results", then Alex had been living in insanity her whole life. Alex feels like she as been going through the motions for way too long. Like she had been stuck living as a supporting character in someone else's story-- often playing roles like the less attractive friend, the older hardly-present sister, the annoying younger sister, the girl you go out with before you meet the love of your life. Feeling like an extra in your own life is not fun, but she realized that there is only one constant in her predicament and it was her. If anything was going to change for her, she would have to change. So she made a resolution: to do the things she won't normally do. It was when she started on this quest to push herself to do things she normally wouldn't that she meets Harry. An awkward chance encounter that quickly grew into an undeniable attraction. And Harry, with his outrageous stunts and youtube popularity, that something Alex would've never thought she'd go for. Best Rankings: #1 wroetoshaw - 10 Sept 2021 #3 w2s - 7 Oct 2021 #2 sdmn - 4 Jun 2022 #1 sidemen - 11 Jun 2022 Official Playlist for Things We Don't Normally Do: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2Cpvm1BF7VOr9MKMENF5Z6?si=NXxapirgSFyWuOIAsYUGAQ noypi

Let's Recelebrate (a Joshler story) (Celebrate ALTERNATE version) by InthenameofJoshDun

Joshua Dun struggled with mental health. When his new friend Jenna introduced him to a certain artist that wrote songs about depression and suicidal thoughts, Josh knew he'd found the most important music he'd ever find. Tyler Joseph was an up-and-coming artist that played medium sized hometown shows, but only small shows outside of his home state, 'cause he hadn't gotten signed yet. As Josh becomes a bigger and more devoted fan over the years, Tyler becomes a bigger, more popular, more successful artist. While Josh loved Tyler's success, he secretly wished Tyler didn't become more and more distant from fans, and much harder to reach. Josh thought it was impossible to meet Tyler again, until one day, he takes a wrong turn and finds Tyler crying outside his tour bus. ~~THIS book is COMPLETE. Book 2 (of the same title, Let's Recelebrate) is a DIRECT continuation. It is out now and actively being updated!! ~~ (re)Writing an alternate version of my (probably) most popular book Celebrate, because I always wished I had written the beginning differently. This is how I wished I had written this story in the first place. Some rankings: 1 #21p - 2023 1 #joshuadun - 2023 1 #21pilots - 2023 2 #tøp - 2023 3 #twentyonepilots 2023 2 #tysh - 2023 1 #twentyonepilots - 2022 2 #21pilots - 2022 2 #21p - 2022 5 #tøp - 2022 9 #tysh - 2022 Started on June 22, 2022

Becoming Badass by awkwardtbh

Have you ever wanted to be the bad girl of the school? The girl who everyone fears, the girl who's hot yet freaking badass? Well so does Alex. It's senior year and Alex decides she wants a change. For the past three years she's been the girl at the back of the classroom that no one pays attention to, but it all changes in one summer. The first day of school she makes a huge impact on everyone, raising her social status. Unfortunately it also changes all her problems from which book she wants to read next to problems she can barely handle one at a time. What if being popular is too much for her? What if all the pressure is causing small issues to become larger than ever and all she wants is to go back in her corner?

Double Down (a double standards series) Dark Romance (Part 7) by nikkihershell

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Shapeless by minsungrentfree

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Met By Chance, Stayed By Choice. by Satan_I_Guess

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