Never look back
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Last published Sun, Jan 19, 2025
She leans into him as they watch the stars pass by them. Nothing could break this moment, no one could ruin it. He stands up placing his hand on her shoulder. "Tag you're it" he shouted
She shook her head. "No, that's a kids game" she said in an annoyed tone.
"Come on Maya, no one is watching us but the stars" he stated.
She got to her feet chasing after him, trying her best to get him back.
"You're not good at this game" he laughed
He let his guard down to fast. She saw this and in an instance she tackled him to the ground.
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In this book it goes into some heavy themes like suicide, suicidal thoughts, sh and mental health issues. If you are sensitive to these topics I do not recommend you read this book. ⚠️
(TW: Suicide, suicidal thoughts, self harm and mental health issues) ⚠️
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