Don't look ahead
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MatureOngoing17m
Last published Sat, Jan 6, 2024
Thirteen. A girl's downfall.
I can't see what's infront of me. The alcohol does something to me, it makes me forget everything. Everything, is what I want to forget.
All that's happened to me is just purely bad luck. I wish I had the luck of a clover. At least clovers can live peacefully, across the fields in harmony. But instead, I didn't even have a chance of living peacefully, across the world in harmony.
"Suck it up." My mother said.
"Stop crying, you look stupid." My father said.
My older brother never spoke to me.
[ TW: Mentions of Self Harm, Sexual Assault, Hallucinations / Derealisation, suicidal thoughts]
[English isn't my first language so please don't mind the grammar mistakes]
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