Digust and Why it Feels Like Love
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Ongoing5m
Last published Thu, Jan 4, 2024
The downside to being a liar is that you can't lie to yourself.
And when people know you for what you are it is impossible to tell the truth.
It becomes even more impossible to say "I love you"
And the inability to be believed becomes infinitely deadly when that truth is that you're dying.
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this is a rewrite of a previous story. not sure how consistently I will update. I promise nothing.
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