Hello my name is disappointment
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Last published Mon, Jan 15, 2024
Jordan: of what seamed a typical Australian girl, was not all though that was all she wanted, to be normal and not be the girl who tried to take her life. As moths go by from this accident Jordan found comfort in her best friend William and helping other students with their studies. She never thought she would fall for the new F boy of the school
William: adored by all of the girls but only a handful of men which he liked, only being out too his Dad and his best friend Jordan he remained It a secret, controlling everything until one day his mother died and left him alone With his abusive father who always sexually abused him. Will always though he was nothing till he met Jason-the new rich kid all of the girls wanted to sleep with
Luke: a typical fuck guy, who would fuck anyone and everyone just to laugh about it, but under all of the mask he wanted so many people to think was the real one he was damaged and broken, he only craved love but never thought he would find it in his Tutor who seemed to have no idea what he was going through but in the end was going through the same things 
Jason: a man who didn't understand who he was, drawn to men and women, which only made him more confuse, but from the second he met Will he knew he wasn't alone.
This story follows dark times, times when most people feel alone, but also it's about love, and about it doesn't matter who a person may look like because they might just be a whole other person.
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I pulled myself out as I shut my eyes in pain as little bits of shattered glass tore into my flesh. I managed myself out of the vehicle. I attempted to make my legs work again by standing slowly. I gathered all my strength before attempting to pick my brother up once again and walking as his feet dragged behind us. An explosion rang in my ears and sent me shooting against a tree on a wet patch of grass. Then it all goes black... ...::::...::::... Jeremy Mathews is a nerdy type of emo guy. He was involved in a tragic bus accident on his way from school. He's forgotten minor details of his life like his favorite outfit and color, but he's also forgotten some major things like his parents, his bully, his crush, his friends, his academics, and anything in between. He suffers from severe memory loss, no scrapbook can save him from this one. Martin Valve is Jeremy's bully. He's hated him since as long as anyone could remember but... no one knows why. Joyce Valentine is Jeremy's best friend and defender. She's always there for him. He can always find a safe place with her, including when he loses his memory. Xander Timmons is Jeremy's crush. He's the greatest guy you'll ever meet. Quarterback of the football team, nice, smart, and an all around good person. Will he be able to help Jeremy remember the details of his entire life, or maybe just the minor one that is, Xander. Xander has always been fond of the younger boy. He doesn't know why but he does know he cares for him, a lot. All Xander wants is for Jeremy to be the same guy he used to be. The nice, charismatic, loving, and sweet guy he's so used to. He'll do anything to get him back. (Sorry for the poorly written description) *complete* *In editing*
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