You're my rock, loser [tmr au fic]

[ this story will continue possibly triggering topics. Mentions of losing a loved one to suicide, underage drinking, family problems. A trigger warning will be put up before each chapter if needed, but this is just a fair warning for this story.]

Huntress had given up on love long back when coming into ninth grade to see her old crush she longed for with a girl much prettier then her and better then every way. She gave up on feelings and holding back her anger when she found her sisters dead body in the summer before senior year. Addition to all that, she had been kicked off the cheer team for beating up one of the girls in the locker rooms. Nothing seemed to be going up for the girl, but when her best friend suggested to form a band it seemed better. A more creative and healthy outlet for huntress to get out all the emotions she hated feeling.

When having this small form of hope in her formed with their band "lovesucker", having her long time crush Sonya join as lead guitarist was by far the best. Everything came crashing down when huntress realized she was falling in love, the thing she had feared more then death itself. Loving was the hardest thing for her to open herself up for, let alone accept. Being a teen falling in love had always caused trouble, but being a girl who never thought of herself as worthy, falling for a girl who seemed happy on who she was, made it harder