Angry Black Girl.
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"I was always empty, always looking for ways to make the emptiness better. I wanted to be happy so bad, but something inside of me always screamed that I could never be, something you planted into my mind MOTHER"
The feeling of loneliness and sadness is never too far away. Not to mention the overthinking and insecurities lingering.
Rejection, Anxiety, fear of the unknown, always there.
"Can you understand me, someone somewhere, can you understand me a little? Love me a little"
"There has always been sadness in my happiness, I've never been able to separate the two"
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He has always been the popular guy, girls are always attracted to the popular guys, he never felt anything for the flock of girls coming his way every single day.
He wasn't lacking anything but something felt odd.
He was attracted to her the moment he saw her, he couldn't even form words, he just stared like a freak.
"Her eyes hold so much sadness and distance, uncertainty always lingering on her face"
"I want to hug and squeeze all the sadness away, she attracted me."
"I got a hold of her book, such beautiful words on plain paper, words that she cannot speak, her mind does wonders and harm at the same time"
Butterfly.
It represents transformation, rebirth, positivity and freedom.
"She's my Butterfly, I'd set her free from her darkness".
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