La douleur exquise
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Last published Sat, Jan 6, 2024
The early sun hitting his face felt like warm embrace in the cold air of the mountain. The night was still creeping behind them, but in front was a magnificent colours of the sunrise, but the colours wasn't what Atle was looking at. He was smiling at the figure watching it. His best friend. He figured by now that it wasn't completely normal, the way he looks at his best friend and he knew he had to hide it no matter what, so that's how he became good at lying. He knew he had to keep it a secret for the sake of both of their careers and everyone else that might end up getting caught in it, so he kept lying so far that by now he started to believe his own lies, yet he felt like he was slowly drowning. Ironically, skiing was the one thing that kept him from it. And skiing with his best friend might have just saved him in general.
Atle Lie Mcgrath and Lucas Braathen. Best friends since they started skiing with each other, but maybe one of them is slightly in love.
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