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Borderline Awakening 2024

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Reads 208
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Parts 22
Time 1h 17m

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Navigating Relationships seem to be one hell of an emotional ride. Fuck the fear of death, this thing called love is scarier I will tell you that. I received my diagnosis 2021December. TW: Self Harm, Suicidal Tendencies and Abuse. This is the next phase of my awakening. My side of the story. I will be heard. My voice shall never be silenced even in the darkest of rooms in the loneliest of my path. Alas I am Back Bitchhhhessss :) These chapters will be that of a journal. Personal yet I will be telling a story. I will share thoughts and growing belief systems. I will be sharing deep descriptions of my sorrow and pain and the highs of the bliss I experience. Hang in there guys this is an emotional rollercoaster of the perceptions of the mind and how it affects my life. I just think I could provide value to someone who is like me out there. :) Hi my other BPD Folk. You are welcome here. Cheers guys :)All Rights Reserved

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"DREW"

How would you feel if one day you knew you have a rare disease? Would you choose to get through it alone and push away the one you love? The love you've been waiting for your whole life. A kind of love that is perfect but came at the worst part of your life. This is a story of a girl and the way she would overcome all her insecurities brought by a rare disease she never thought she would have. How would the people that she would meet help and deal with her? Is it beyond her reality? Everything? This is not your typical love story. It's about love, music, family and friendship. And Drew? She's unusual"