Contemplations of a Suicide-Maniac - 𝕷𝖎𝖒𝟏𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞 ♱ - Wattpad

Contemplations of a Suicide-Maniac

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' The ink which spilled from the metal point was all too reminiscent of the crimson liquid which laced my arms many times. Liquid which dried, revealing interlacing scars which would then be drapped in sheets of gauze '

A collection of various contemplations and musings of a suicidal maniac 

TW: suicide, self harm, gore, mentions of character death

COVER ART IS NOT MINE ! i do not own any of the characters, this is my own writing based off of them

☆ also posted on my ao3 of the same username !All Rights Reserved

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