WARNING: this story may contain drug use (including alcohol), self harm and other mature themes. Johnnie Guilbert has a deep love for his roommate and video partner Jake Webber, but he can't figure out if Jake feels the same after the heartwarming kiss they shared at a party a few weeks back. Jake and Johnnie begin to drift due to the awkward situation and find themselves on a challenging path to recovery and real love. This is my very first story I've ever written and may not last long due to my excessive procrastination. But I thought it'd be fun and I want to give it a shot :) I would also like to point out that I'm an Australian So many words may seem strangely spelt or referred to as a lesser known name but I will try to keep it to American english terminology This story is public domain and I'd appreciate it if anyone would use it for any purpose they'd like :) (Fun reading!)