Kim Namjoon - I don't believe in love, and if you are looking for that in me and us, then you should stop right here, Y/N.
Y/N - I'm not searching for love either, and I don't want you to feel anything special for me.
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Y/N - Why don't you introduce me to the members?
Kim Namjoon - What kind of relationship should I introduce you as? We don't have any named bond. Besides, they already know you; you work for the company. I guess that's enough.
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Jeonghan - Hey, I would love to introduce you to my members. Do you want to meet them?
Y/N - Do you want to introduce me to them? As what? Jeonghan, I work for the same company; it would get complicated.
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Kim Namjoon - Hey, are you okay? Your health doesn't seem good these past few days.
Y/N - This is happening again [crying]. I am not ready for all this again [crying].
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Kim Namjoon - I shouldn't have fallen in love. I wasn't made for love, and love isn't made for me. I guess we should stop meeting now.
Y/N - but I really think we should give us a try, Joon [sobbing].
Joon - I said from the first day; I am not looking for love. It's all too complex.
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Kim Namjoon - Jin hyung, Y/N hasn't contacted me for two months, and her phone is unreachable.
jin - y/n ?? why are you trying to reach her ??
kim nam joon- I guess I am in love , again?
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Jeonghan - Y/N, just say yes to me once. Today will be the first day of our relationship.
Y/N - But you know, Jeonghan, about my feelings, and you're just a good friend to me. Love is not for me.
Jeonghan - I shouldn't have let you go; give us a try, Y/N.
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Hey, ARMY! I'm here with another story. Unlike my other sweet love stories, this one will be different, with complex emotions. It shows a darker side of love, I guess. I hope you enjoy this as much as you loved my other two books. If you haven't read them yet, please give them a try too - "Dreamy Love Story" and "My Last Love."
"i'm not what you think i am, and when you find out, you won't want this."
"how 'bout you let me decided that for myself, baby girl."
a lawyer with a past you wouldn't think she'd have with the way she looks and acts and a world-class idol, fall in love despite fears that may arise.
started: july 19th, 2020
finished: august 13th 2020
(WARNING!! POSSIBLE TRIGGERS! descriptions and mentions of rape, flashbacks, domestic violence, anxiety, panic attacks, PTSD and others. please read at your own risk and please do not get hurt.)