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Loving Julian

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"I don't need anyone." He scoffs. "Look I'm not some kind of troubled bad boy you see in the movies. I don't need saving."

Meet Skyla Tyson.
A girl who has three missions in life.
1)Find the boys in her school that got her father killed in a car accident.
2)Find the strange boy that keeps protecting Her.
3)Win Julian Ferrari's heart.

Meet Julian Ferrari.
The bad boy. Not your typical bad boy.
Julian is handsome, sweet, endearing, alluring and very secretive.

Julian asks skyla to help him with his crush. Trust a jealous Skyla to give him wrong informations in hope of wrecking their relationship. 
Well that is until Julian completely falls in love with Skyla. A love so deep and pure like the view of the ocean in the night skies. 
But so many things threaten this love. Will they make it out?
They say love has no boundaries but this is a story about the boundaries of love.
P.S Contains scenes of self harm.All Rights Reserved

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