Self Doubt

Kohane's anxiety is triggered severely as a result of her new, unfamiliar environment. For the longest time she had been shy, with a low self-esteem and just wandering through life like a fallen leaf, going where the wind took her. She never knew what she wanted to do. There was nothing special about her, and nothing ever stuck out as something she wanted to do in the future. She was never anyone's favorite nor least favorite. In the end, she was unnoticeable and not even notable. Despite having good academics, she was just considered the average quiet person. Besides the rare few she had stumbled upon in life, she was practically a ghost. That was until she met An. An treated her like someone notable. Like someone with talent, someone who was brilliant. That day made her become somebody. The attention was so warm, so new, but it was nice and well received. And afterwards when Akito and Toya made her question herself, it only strengthened her. This was her chance to make friends and to do something she actually loved. This was her chance to break out of her shell and be someone. This was her only chance to be saved. So she fought for it and they formed Vivid BAD SQUAD. But she's been having trouble adjusting. Everything happened so suddenly. She's happy that she met her new friends and has a new goal in life, but she can't help but doubt herself. What if they find someone better and more likable? What if she's the reason they'll never be able to go past RAD Weekend? What if she's just too inexperienced compared to them?