it's always been you
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Last published Thu, Jan 11, 2024
This is a story about a young man in love with another guy. This story includes 18+ content as sex, verbal cursing, slight violence, mental illnesses, SH, death mention. So you've been warned.
All I will tell you from start is that our (main) character Nevan is 23 years old and his love interest named Ronnan is 24 years old. More details about them will be included in story, while you read. Hope you enjoy and please feel free to comment any criticism, for me to improve myself, especially in english because it's my second language.
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