Wishing it was all over

I was only little when I felt like I wanted to be older, start all the girlie stuff only because I seen people in tv older and wanted to act like them. I was brung up by a good parenthood, every part of my family never had a bad part, it was a good family and bring up. Now it's catching up to me that I need to think and sort my head up, thoughts going through my head, doing bad stuff, being the girl I thought I would never think I'd be, now everything's changed, the depression, anxiety is here right in this story telling you the struggles I'm
going through.