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Time 7h 31m

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" That's not fair and you know it," He gritted, "  You're not the only one who blames themselves for his death." 

" He's dead because of me, Exodus!" I yelled before I could even stop myself, " It should've been me laying in the fucking casket, not him! If he hadn't stepped in front of me he would still be here!" 

" And you think I could live with myself if that happened?! You think I could even stomach the fucking thought of seeing you in a coffin?!" He yells through the door, " I wouldn't fucking forgive myself if anything ever happened to you! Hell I spent all of my fucking teenage years trying to search for you and I was praying to God ever single fucking day that you were alive, Selah!" 

" That was your decision to look for me!" I argued back, " I never wanted to be found! I never asked you to show up and remind me that I still have so much fucking healing to do!" 

" And I never wanted you to leave!" Exodus hissed, yet I could hear the betrayal in his tone. 

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In which childhood friends Exodus Kane and Selah Claire reconnect after  fourteen years of no contact since her brother's death. 

( * LOTS OF SEX SCENES* )All Rights Reserved

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