Beauty of Open Sky (Epistolary)

Am I living, or am I just simply surviving?

Sa gitna ng gulo ng mundo-ng buhay ko-masasabi ko nga bang masaya ako? Tunay pa ba ang kasiyahan ko, kung ganito ang binigay sa akin? Sasaya pa ba ako kung pinagkaitan ako?

Barely surviving. I was barely surviving. Hindi ko alam kung may purpose pa ba ang buhay na meron ako. Kung may dahilan pa ba para magpatuloy ako. Kung may kalayaan pa ba ako sa mundong 'to.

It's hard to live your life when you are close to ending it. It's hard to wake up every morning and be welcomed by the dark vision of your past. It's hard to look up when all you can see is the beauty of the open sky, as if inviting you to be part of it.

Pero sa gitna ng gulo at sakit na nararamdaman ko, may mga tao na nandiyan para damayan ako. Para iparamdam sa akin na may kasama ako. Para ipakita sa akin na sa una palang ay Siya ang kasama ko.

Having them gave me another reason to live. To stay alive. But for how long? How long would I keep on living if the beauty of the open sky was inviting me to be there? Hanggang kailan ako mabubuhay kung paulit-ulit akong pinapatay ng alaalang patuloy akong sinasakal?

Living. Surviving. Saving.

BEAUTY OF OPEN SKY
Written By: etheDreal
Genre: Epistolary, Teen Fiction, Romance
Language: Taglish

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