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Hindsight

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In hindsight he knows that he saw this coming. He recognised the signs with more than enough time to have alerted May, or anyone on what he knew was progressing. But in the end, he just really wanted it to not be true. Just to be a figment of his paranoid over-reactive teenage mind, conjuring up the worst possible scenario. 

Maybe he had just seen it so much out on the streets as Spiderman that he was bringing it home with him, still seeing the darkness in those kinds of people's eyes... in the way they moved and spoke. Or maybe he had just assumed that the blearing alarms of his spider-sense from the moment he shook hands with the guy was just aftershocks of the armed robbery he had just wrapped up only moments ago.

Hindsight can be a real bitch sometimes.

OR
The one where Peter is being abused in the worst way.


This fic will be very dark as it progresses so please mind the tags and warnings.

Also, this book is very long so don't be fooled by the number of chapters.All Rights Reserved

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