Longing for you ✔️
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Complete, First published Jan 18, 2024
Mature
I'm trying to keep my eyes open  while hearing the  noises of doctors and the beeps of machines.  It's feeling like something is going away from me. I'm trying my best to keep my  conscious. But second by second my strength is draining and pain is increasing into my head and whole body.   But right now , I don't give damn to my own self. Anything could happen to me. I don't  care. But nothing should happen to my child ... he should  survive and live his life unlike his mother "who never got anything  in her life.  First I  couldn't get the love from my  parents "which i deserved.."  then i got the husband "who don't give shit to my  existence.    My whole life went trying to get the piece of love "which I  at least deserved once in my life . But no one dared  to give to me and now god is snatching my  last happiness as well. Which is my child. When I'd got to know about him. A ray of hope I'd felt in my life. I thought at least now I'll able to get someone whom I could call mine. But seems like god couldn't see me stay happy and now I'm laying on death  bed holding my womb pleading to god that he should keep my baby safe. But I guess he can't see me happy and soon I heard  doctor's faint voice "  who announced baby is no more.  

We lost the baby. He whispered looking at other doctors being dejected.  Tears made their  ways from my twitching eyes..' and I felt like to scream and  cry bitterly. All the emotions are gushing towards my brain and heart.  but being numb on the bed made me so helpless  that I can't even cry.   After battling  I couldn't hold my sanity and fell  unconscious.
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