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I'm trying to keep my eyes open  while hearing the  noises of doctors and the beeps of machines.  It's feeling like something is going away from me. I'm trying my best to keep my  conscious. But second by second my strength is draining and pain is increasing into my head and whole body.   But right now , I don't give damn to my own self. Anything could happen to me. I don't  care. But nothing should happen to my child ... he should  survive and live his life unlike his mother "who never got anything  in her life.  First I  couldn't get the love from my  parents "which i deserved.."  then i got the husband "who don't give shit to my  existence.    My whole life went trying to get the piece of love "which I  at least deserved once in my life . But no one dared  to give to me and now god is snatching my  last happiness as well. Which is my child. When I'd got to know about him. A ray of hope I'd felt in my life. I thought at least now I'll able to get someone whom I could call mine. But seems like god couldn't see me stay happy and now I'm laying on death  bed holding my womb pleading to god that he should keep my baby safe. But I guess he can't see me happy and soon I heard  doctor's faint voice "  who announced baby is no more.  

We lost the baby. He whispered looking at other doctors being dejected.  Tears made their  ways from my twitching eyes..' and I felt like to scream and  cry bitterly. All the emotions are gushing towards my brain and heart.  but being numb on the bed made me so helpless  that I can't even cry.   After battling  I couldn't hold my sanity and fell  unconscious.All Rights Reserved

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HIS BEST HALF by RiyaSingh521

"don't look at me with those eyes Ms Singh otherwise I will loose myself to you ". He said and landed forward our lips so close but still that strength of kissing each other wasn't. "You know advik ,you already loosed yourself when you said that if anything like love existed then you would have fallen for me ,like they way no one did ". I told him as my hand moved to his cheeks. "Exactly,But that felling of love doesn't exist in reality". He told me "Fuck ,then what about those feelings which you are having for me "? "I don't know what I feel for you Radhika". He said as he crassed my taato which was on my neck . "You know what it's good that you are leaving advik ,I thought that you were just trying to run away from things but no there's nothing like that ! I was the one who thought that you are changing because of me ,even I thought that I have found my one but know I was so wrong, so wrong because I fall for wrong human ! You really don't deserve this advik ". I told him and tried to go away but he holded me back , "If there's something in your heart for me then I will suggest you to forget me ,and look forward for someone who can love you madly ,who can take care of you ,you should look for someone of whom you will be not scared of radhika" "I know that you are not perfect and so I but you what advik what makes both of us best is us being not perfect and then also I can guarantee you that we are so perfect together with our imperfections." She said and passed me her smile which I saw very first time ,teary eyes with peaceful smile. I didn't said anything and stepped more closer to her ,she closed her eyes making her tears travel down her cheeks but before that can happen I cleaned them and kissed her on forehead. "Trust me , I don't know about anything but only thing I am aware is you are going to be there in my mind till my last breath and I hope you forget me the moment I leave India ".

Affection under Devotion by Jamiesbloom

My soul is screaming, each second mocking my whole existence. I should have just died. I am the reason of this affliction. How can I do such a despicable act? How can I be so shameless? How can I do this to the one who protected me like a brother, provided me a family after everyone left me? How can I crush his gratifying golden family? He died because of me. Maya is completely of me. I have shattered the most two beautiful people of my life. One is not there with me while the other will despise me till her last breathe. Everyone hates me now. How will I face Zayan? Will he ever forgive me? Never, he has taken the oath to tear me down till death rattles me. Today was his marriage but his fiance has vanished in the air and I have signed on the death papers as his wife. I know very well he would have never married me, well how can anyone marry the one who is the reason of his brother's death, the reason of his beautiful family shattered into pieces. I am just a witch for the Khan family, who destroy the place, the peoples, the surrounding with her evil eye. I am tired now, I can't take the loathe anymore, I will be more alive if the earth opens up and engulf my pathetic existence like I never existed. I destroyed the lovers, the loved ones and every single flower around me. I am exhausted but I can't share with anyone because no one is there for me. I am very well aware the hell has opened its gate for me from the time Zayan Khan became my husband. He will break me till I am broken completely, but who will tell him that I have already become what he wanted to make me. The last three months, the worst months of my life. I know it very well the day he will find her the first thing he gonna do is kick me out of his life like a unwanted trash and I will not have any option rather than begging on the road. But am I really at fault or am I a prey???

~Trust Me ~ by insanelysane2552

"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved

𝐎𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐞||𝟏𝟖+ by shreens_galaxy

#1 𝖎𝖓 '𝕷𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖑 𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖊𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖓' 𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘 ✧✿𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐎𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐋𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐥✿✧ I stood still in front of the mirror trying to accept the fact I saw just sometimes. Tears threatened to spill out from my eyes as I looked at my reflection in the mirror. DEVASTATED and BETRAYED. Suddenly, the door of the room opened and slammed shut. I looked at his reflection from the mirror and wiped off my tears hurriedly before shoving the card inside one of the drawers, not wanting him to know about it. He came and hugged me from behind resting his chin on my shoulder. Reality dawned upon me and fear crawled up on each and every ounce of my skin. Sweat buds formed on my forehead and neck as I looked at him staring at me intensely from the mirror. His gaze was filled with desire. He turned me towards him by holding my waist gently and sealed our lips in a soft and gentle kiss. I closed my eyes trying to hold back my tears which were ready to spill out anytime feeling disgusted with his touch. At that moment of helplessness, all I was praying to God was 'please god let it be a dream where I'll wake up beside the love of my life, my Rann' but the saddest reality is it's not. "My Rann is a ruthless killer. He is a Devil with whom I got married."

0° Celsius :To Thaw A Frozen Heart ( Sample) by suzangill98

"How dare you!!" His stare and cold voice made me step back with fear scared of what he will do "You clumsy woman!! Keep those disgusting hands of yours steady or go die somewhere!! How dare you hurt her!! Do you even know who she is!!" "Alessandro..stop..it's alright.." Andrea pleaded from behind but he continued "Lowlives like you don't even deserve to step into a place like this bit we were generous to offer you this job....but You being an ungrateful brat couldn't do one thing right.......Hell you can't even walk properly how come you were hired for this job!!" Endless tears were flowing down my cheeks as he continued to reprimand me "Alessandro..please...stop" "No Andrea I will not stop..can't you see what she did.....You are too innocent and generous... you don't know girls like her.....they envy you and when they can't compete against you they engage in these dirty tactics .....bloody disgusting people...." I looked up into his eyes ....my eyes asking him if this is what he thought of me... I was never this low... How could he even think I did this deliberately! "Oh my god...your hand..." Andrea said looking at my hand I looked down to see my entire hand turned red with blisters everywhere. I felt numb earlier but now as I saw my wound I started feeling the suppressed pain I was controlling. My tears betrayed me not just because of his words but also from the pain of my burn. Andrea rushed towards me with a worried look on her face "Maria..bring ..the coolant hurry..we need to call the doctor.." She was something else So pure and caring My eyes lifted to see Ando He had a expression I couldn't decipher His eyes were fixed on my burn but I couldn't tell if he was worried or not. But soon that expression was gone as he turned around and left. I looked at his retreating back wondering since when did he become so heartless. Everything is fair in love and war And this my friends is a war of broken hearts. Also on Amazon #19 romance 12/9/2020

Your Destiny, My Love by shreeevii

"𝑴𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒎𝒆" ❀❀❀❀❀ "𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧𝘪𝘴𝘩, 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧." Tears mercilessly rolled down on her cheeks as the said words echoed. Placing a tender kiss on her child's forehead, she softly caresses baby's cheek, "Yes, I'm selfish. Selflessly marrying him for my child. For my own selfishness!" ~~~~~~ It's often said that moving on from the things that were never meant to be yours is the right thing to do, but in reality, it's easier said than done. While some people can easily leave the past behind, others find it hard to do so. The past can be suffocating for some, as they find themselves reliving the same invisible scars over and over again. She knows this all too well. After facing a major betrayal, she made a difficult decision and took a step forward to prove her strength. But the burden was too much to bear. Her feet ached and eventually gave out, causing her to fall. But then he caught her, just like he always wanted. He had been infatuated with her for so long, but the person he caught was no longer the lively, confident woman he had once known. She was now a broken piece of herself. Despite the challenges they both faced, their destiny had already been written. Their paths had intertwined long before they even realized it. They both moved on - he for his love, and she for her infant child. But the question remains: will their destiny play the role of Cupid and bring them back together? Only time will tell....

Yearning Hearts - a saga of destiny by Priya_srinivas10

"Hi Riya how are you feeling?" Kanvika asked a small 9-year-old patient who was lying on the bed suffering from emphysema (a chronic disorder related to the lungs) I'm fine Dr didi and meet my big brother, she said pointing her hand towards the other side of the bed. Without looking first, she continued to say, "Hi this is kanvi..." her voice fading away as soon as she saw the person standing in the opposite direction. The other person, now taking the lead continued, "Hello this is Abhimanyu Agnihotri", forwarded his hand, and he was shocked to see her wearing a nuptial chain ( related to the wedding ). "Hi this is kanvika Baner.." she stopped again and proceeded to say, "Sorry I'm Kanvika Agnihotri " forwarded her hand too, shaking his hand. He was more shocked to hear her saying his surname instead of her name. He didn't even see her face on the day of their wedding. The very next day of their marriage, he had to travel to london for his company emergency meeting and issues. So he never got a chance to see his own wife's face. After 3 months he came back to India as his Grandmother was budging him to take care of his wife and take up his responsibilities. He did not know that he got married to his LOVE and even she didn't know that the person she was searching for is none other than her own husband. People might think this is a mistake forgetting the fact that this is just a Chance given by the destiny. When destiny decides to bring them together, it will. Destiny never break it's own promise. It will bring them back together even without their own acknowledgment Now, how will he convince her? For not being and not caring for past 3 months. Will he ask for forgiveness? Will She forgive him? . . . . . . . She used to live in his memories, He used to live in her words. Neither her heart forgot him nor he left her back. Let's see the journey of two Yearning Hearts.

Living hell by annsgirls

" You are really beautiful Nivi...... oh I am sorry Actually it slipped out accidentally. I heard your mom addressing you as Nivi that's why " when this man sitting in front of me who is handsome and damn hot addressed me as Nivi all those hatred with which I came to meet him blown away. My eyes becomes soft and wet. I quickly put my head down and looked at floor to hide those stupid tears. Siddarth Singh Khurana, most prominent business tycoon of South Asia.Current head of Khurana's business empire. Most eligible bachelor, youngest and successful business man. " I think I can't even imagine any other girl beside me as my bride other than you " his deep husky voice made a tingling sensation all over my body. why this is happening to me? I came to say a no for this marriage whoever he is. I stopped dreaming about my future then why I am having second thoughts now. He remembers me of a person whom I really miss. The way he called my name as Nivi was enough for me to break that stone wall inside my heart. " Nivedita look at me once." I slowly raised my head and met his dark eyeballs. " I promise you I won't let you regret this marriage. I will give all happiness for you. At first it was just a business marriage for me but after meeting you I got admired by your simplicity. please say yes" he looked at me with those hopeful eyes. I didn't say anything but I nod my head as yes and he was overwhelmed by my yes. " Thank you, thank you so much " he held my both hands and said. ................ This was the last happiest conversation I remember which I has with my so called husband who is now laying on his bed and beating out of shit from me. I regret that each and every moment when I agreed for this marriage. I can't even cry loudly to forget this immense pain all over my body because if he heard my sound he might kill me and I can't die like at any cost. I need to survive and I don't know like what I did to this family they are treating me like a shit.

MINE ❤. by nasha_4

I love you. You love me. I hate you, you love me. I love you till the end of the universe, Your love does not end at the end of the universe. we fight battle with an unknown enemy. Years of tears, blood shed and distance , dont know where you have gone . Left behind is an empty heart of stone. it started beating again ,when you Came back, but it is too Scared to continue beating in the hollow of my chest uncertainty of where this would end. Not sure, we could have a happily ever after,Too scared, that it might stop beating again, if i let you in and you leave again. TO hell, All those reasons, I am ready to die for spending even a minute, if i get with you before i die. I want you to be mine forever. even if our forever ends this very second, you would Still be mine. Meet Vijay The Ruthless, Devil.A deadly look is all it takes for your Soul to leave your body. ==== Imagine, if he directly Kills , it would be the worst nightmare to watch. Now, meet, Dhara, The Adorable Angel, but Not the Sweet innocent girl you meet in every fairytale. you die if you mess with her. she puts everything to save her loved ones. Every one would have 2 sides. Love for the loved ones! Hate for Haters!! It is not always a fairytale...It is not perfect, yet still, it is their love story, a fairytale written with blood. whose blood it is yet to be decided! He can kill for love. She can die for Love. She Can take all his hate for love. He Cant bring himself to hate her, even if he wants to. Remember: Not the usual fairytale. Disclaimer: This story is completely different from my previous Stories. for a change, ive tried to write differently. To explore different ways of lives I Sincerely apologise if anyone would be offended by reading any part of the story. I can understand, Everyone has their Own opinions. and i respect it. Thanks for reading, Hope you would like it!!! 🤞 CAUTION: MATURE CONTENT!! All copy rights reserved!! Plz do not copy 🙏

You're My Last Wish ✔️ by anandruchi

Bewajah SEASON 2 (You're my last wish) His words were directly stabbing my heart and next moment I felt warm salty water ran down to my cheeks from my eyes. He was holding me tightly from my shoulder and harshly pinning to the cupboard. I tried to wiggle and remove his hand as I was feeling pain. " Le..leave me.. I.. it's hurting" I said with so much difficulty and tears. "But that's what I intend to do sweetheart. What did you think? You and your dad will force me into this marriage and I will happily accept you as my wife? I will leave u so easily? NO!! I will make you realize each and everyday what a grave mistake you have done by marrying me. You have digged grave for urself." I don't know what hurt me more, the physical pain or his words? But as I heard him further I understood that it's not tears of physical pain but it's bleeding of my heart that was coming out through my eyes in form of tears . With each of his words I felt more miserable. ------------------ Love the most special feeling for her. she loves him but he hate her. She don't even want him love her. He doesn't even want her presence around himself and she just wants his presence. For him, her love is selfish as she forced him in this relationship but she gladly accept her love is selfish. _________________________________________

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"don't look at me with those eyes Ms Singh otherwise I will loose myself to you ". He said and landed forward our lips so close but still that strength of kissing each other wasn't. "You know advik ,you already loosed yourself when you said that if anything like love existed then you would have fallen for me ,like they way no one did ". I told him as my hand moved to his cheeks. "Exactly,But that felling of love doesn't exist in reality". He told me "Fuck ,then what about those feelings which you are having for me "? "I don't know what I feel for you Radhika". He said as he crassed my taato which was on my neck . "You know what it's good that you are leaving advik ,I thought that you were just trying to run away from things but no there's nothing like that ! I was the one who thought that you are changing because of me ,even I thought that I have found my one but know I was so wrong, so wrong because I fall for wrong human ! You really don't deserve this advik ". I told him and tried to go away but he holded me back , "If there's something in your heart for me then I will suggest you to forget me ,and look forward for someone who can love you madly ,who can take care of you ,you should look for someone of whom you will be not scared of radhika" "I know that you are not perfect and so I but you what advik what makes both of us best is us being not perfect and then also I can guarantee you that we are so perfect together with our imperfections." She said and passed me her smile which I saw very first time ,teary eyes with peaceful smile. I didn't said anything and stepped more closer to her ,she closed her eyes making her tears travel down her cheeks but before that can happen I cleaned them and kissed her on forehead. "Trust me , I don't know about anything but only thing I am aware is you are going to be there in my mind till my last breath and I hope you forget me the moment I leave India ".