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How Could I Let Go of Something I Hold So Dearly?

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After the Blip and the death of Tony Stark, Peter Parker decides to consume himself with his Spider-Man career instead of coping with his pain. However, it not only slowly affects him, it affects his girlfriend Y/n, who becomes so sick and tired of being ignored she breaks up with him. Will the two move on or will, with the help of their crazy friends find their way back to each other?All Rights Reserved

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Famous | p. parker by honeybee1702

Five years ago you left Queens behind and took a once in a lifetime opportunity to pursue your music (and a shattered heart from the only boy you've ever loved) along with you. The life you once knew was nothing but a distant memory until you're brought back to New York. What happens when after years of never looking back on the life you left behind, New York's own friendly neighborhood Spiderman saves you from an almost fatal accident while you're full of two bottles of champagne? {Peter Parker x Female Reader} {Tony Stark's niece} {Some social media included} (I do NOT own the rights to any of the characters in this story except for the character of Y/N.)

The Pain I'm In || Peter parker || [Completed]✔ by KonekoJr

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

Unwanted -- Tony Stark's Daughter by lianne_nlx

Tw: selfharm, suicidal thoughts, mentions of suicide and depression It's really bad so read at your own risk😭😭 Carmen Sophia Stark is the daughter of the famous Tony Stark. She keeps up the act of being fine, but she is not. She feels like she is unwanted. --- "Hi dad." My father looked really concerned. "Carmen are you okay? What happened-" He looks at my thighs. "Is that blood? Carmen, are you bleeding?" --- In this story Carmen fights to stay clean and for her relationship with Peter. She tries so hard, but she doesn't see she can't do everything alone. She has to learn to accept help. --- * means spicy scene! The story is a Peter Parker fanfiction! ( Peter is more sub c; ) This story doesn't follow any of the Marvel storylines. All the characters (except Carmen) belong to Marvel.

𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠 || p. parker (BEING EDITED) by houseparker

𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 a certain girl thinks soulmates are a desperate man's dream 𝐨𝐫 ! 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 spider-man falls for his best friend, while knowing she isn't his soulmate peter parker x fem reader completed 2019 #1 tobymaguire , 2025 © | houseparker

Flower Girl (Peter Parker x Reader) by summer_scars

(Book one of the Flower Girl series) Peter Parker enjoyed being a friendly neighborhood Spiderman but was quickly finding himself lacking that sort of importance in his average life. So when Aunt May complains about the tiniest amount of floral theft, he goes all in. "Why are you stealing?!" "Let me go!" "I hope whoever you're taking these for is important." What happens when he finally catches you, and learns whats really going on? What will become of this newfound friendship, and will it be good to either of you? Read to find out 💖 ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• I do not own any marvel characters in this story, nor do I own you. This Story will be in female pronouns but you can always change them if you want ^_^ BASED OFF OF RIGHT BEFORE CIVIL WAR AND THEN INTO HOMECOMING. I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING FROM THE MOVIES BUT OFTEN USE THE SCRIPTS TO RECREATE THE THEME AND SETTING

Haven't I given enough? Given enough. by more_enough

"Kid you don't have to do this." I spin my head around, all the Avengers are behind me. It's like a photo... a perfect photo. Their stances match perfectly with the view and the sky. The golden hour light spills over the rooftop like a toppled glass of orange juice. "Friday told me where you are, your heart-rate. Peter, we can help." "No." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The story without the happy ending. TW: Suicide attempt Suicide Self-Harm Depression Anxiety Self hate. Begin the story at what Peter believed was the end of his life, and end it at what actually was. Playlist - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/20XExUeeR3ibOk9JwznFvA?si=2vbFglf7Sw-sH-mM5IyNzg ☹︎☻︎ All characters belong to Marvel Studios, I don't own any characters.

Far From You by _marlie_b

(book 1) y/n stark is really not here for this european school vacation because in this post-endgame world, she's mourning the loss of her dad. but one (1) sticky boi peter parker is just trying to be the friend he once was while also trying not to flirt too much because if she rejects him (which she wouldn't, not that he knows that) while they're in venice holy hell he'll just pitch himself off the gondola right then and there. basically, y/n has been distancing herself & peter misses her & this school trip is a great way for him to coax her back into the real world & y/n really loves peter but is super sensitive and scared to lose him & also mysterio shows up at some point ugh @ nick fury leave ned leeds alone *this story was written prior to avengers: infinity war & spider-man: far from home coming out. therefore, the canon in which these characters live in is different from the mcu. in this canon - tony stark, captain america, & thor have all died. black widow & vision have survived. the decimation, where half the population was snapped from existence was erased with time travel so those who were snapped came back within online minutes, leaving some residual trauma. in this canon, those who survived the decimation only lived six months without those who were snapped, but those six months have been erased - leaving only the avengers to fully remember what happened.

My Broken Spiderboy (tasm! spiderman x reader) by riesespieces

"Who's this?" Spiderman points to an old polaroid on my desk. I glance at it, before going focusing back on Spider's shoulder, "Just a boy I was friends with in high school. He kinda just disappeared after his girlfriend died though." "Oh. Were you close?" I shrugged, the old feeling of bitterness reentering my heart after so many years. "I would have called us best friends, but I guess not close enough for him to want my help." "I'm sure he just didn't want to hurt you." "Whatever, I'm over it." "You still have his picture." "I said I'm over it, Spiderboy! He left, he's not my friend anymore! Not like you won't do the same thing when you leave here tonight. I helped you, and now you have no use for me. Just like Peter." ------ You used to be best friends with Peter Parker. That was until he met Gwen Stacy and fell in love. And when she died due to a freak accident, Peter left you for good. You were on your own now, and you preferred it that way. No one was going to hurt you now, you just had to get through med school and you'd be a-okay. At least so you thought. Exactly five years after the death of Gwen Stacy you find a beaten-up Spiderman laying on your porch. He could barely get out a word before you led him into your apartment and helped him clean up. After that fateful night, Spiderman would pay you almost nightly visits to fix him after his nightly patrols each night. You couldn't help to get close to the masked man. But there was always that underlying fear that he was just using you as your other friends had? Or was there actually a friendship? As the months went on you found yourself falling for the superhero. Surely this was bound to end in disaster. ------ Warnings: mentions of blood/gore/vomiting, some cussing, there will be no smut of any kind so don't ask Disclaimer: I do not own Spiderman or any characters related to Spiderman

Spirit (Avengers x Reader) by kwai_lo

⚠️ DISCONTINUED AS OF 8-29-2021⚠️ (May pick it back up later on but most likely not) You were just a normal girl who did everything with your best friend Peter Parker, until one day everything changed...Now working with the Avengers, you discover you are much more than a shy awkward girl and can do incredible things. Not only do you discover more about your powers, you discover that love may find you after all... Hello!! Story about the Reader and how she became part of the Avengers. This story will progress over time and will include romantic interest(s?). I wanted to start this story as a simple romance but it became much more. I will update this as much as possible and will publish each chapter as soon as it's done. Hope You like it! Disclaimer: I do NOT own all the characters in this story. All credit to the creators of characters in the Marvel Cinematic Universe and Disney that are used in this story.

I Am Soul - Spider-Man / Peter Parker [2] by NamelessWriter23

What happens after you die? What happens after you lose the fight, lose your loved ones? What happens to your loved ones? What comes next? Well, the truth is: just because you are dead, it doesn't mean your story is finished. **** Peter Parker x Stark!OC Part of the I Am... series Sequel to I Am Karen

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Famous | p. parker

Five years ago you left Queens behind and took a once in a lifetime opportunity to pursue your music (and a shattered heart from the only boy you've ever loved) along with you. The life you once knew was nothing but a distant memory until you're brought back to New York. What happens when after years of never looking back on the life you left behind, New York's own friendly neighborhood Spiderman saves you from an almost fatal accident while you're full of two bottles of champagne? {Peter Parker x Female Reader} {Tony Stark's niece} {Some social media included} (I do NOT own the rights to any of the characters in this story except for the character of Y/N.)