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Finding Death.

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Reads 664
Votes 219
Parts 16
Time 2h 4m

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Rain Livingston is a perfectionist. They say she's a goddess. They say that she's a master in the violin. What they don't say though is that she wanted to die. She wanted to die before she got lost in the world of music. But what if the pain returns again? What if Rain carries on her journey of Finding Death, again?

Caspian Hernandez is the heartthrob. They say that he's a player, a rude and inconsiderate person . They say he's a prodigy in football and is sure to take the team to internationals. What they don't say is that he has a soft spot. A soft spot reserved for those closest to him. A tender and vulnerable side to him which makes his confidence melt. But what if he's the reason for Rain's pain? What if he's the reason for her Love's Sorrow?

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"I love you Rain!"

"You're not going to run away again right?" 

"Never!" He growled and stole a kiss from my lips.

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An emotional rollercoaster narrated by the most unexpected.

Read to find out if Rain is successful in her journey, or if someone else is instead?
Follow them in their journey of Finding Death. A story filled with emotions, love, funny moments and unexpected revelations.

Warning - contains scenes depicting self harm and violence, proceed with caution.
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...We were so caught up in the shared moment of care free joy to notice the midnight grey Toyota pickup truck speeding directly towards us. Meters before impact dad finally caught on to what was about to happen, despite it being day the approaching vehicle's headlights blinded us as our cars breaks slammed on, the sound of the tires melting away as the rubber tires scraped against the pavement filled the air and the scent of burning rubber overwhelmed my nostrils, despite our efforts the brakes didn't slow us down, we were to late. There was nothing we could do as we collided head on..." ~ Attempt two at writing a book lmao, summaries without spoilers are not my strong point but here you go: After a tragic child hood accident Astra is left utterly alone, forcing her to make a massive move across the states to live in Tennessee with her grandmother. A few years pass and Astra finds it difficult to deal with the trauma she experienced as a young child, but surrounded by friends and throwing herself into education she starts to heal, until she meets Jason. In the beginning Jason was a kind, caring guy who seemed genuinely interested in getting to know Astra, but not everyone is who they seem to be. ~ TW LIST!!!! (there's alot) swearing, lots PTSD/past trauma Character death Violence/ injury detailing Stalking Kidnapping Depression, anxiety Panic attacks Alcohol and drug usage Over thinking Self harm/sabotage Survivors guilt Potential homophobia Eating disorders If there's anything you think needs to be posted as a TW then let me know, also please don't read if there is anything that triggers you. Some of these topics are personal, don't be afraid to reach out if you need to talk or ask anything :) Also this is my first solo writing project so any feedback positive/negative is appreciated, writing tips for anything too, hope you enjoy. - jammy :) 24/09/24 - ?