Some advice, and some struggles and some facts.
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This is a story about how i feel, how i think life really is. How i really see the world for what it is.
S.T.R.U.G.G.L.E!!
why was is there, why does this happen to human, if god was really real, then why he let us have struggle or even suffer (for people who believes in god............ P.S i do too.)
read this kind of a story of my life, of how i see the world is, of how i think people and things are so cruel. Of how pain, and regret, and struggle really takes affect on us.
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You get high and call on the regular, I get weak and fall like a teenager, why oh why does God keep bringing me back to u? I get drunk pretend that I'm over it, self-distruct show up like an idiot, why oh why does God keep bringing me back to u?
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