A Long lost Grandmother

On September 25, 2010 I lost my two Granbabies that I mostly raised and loved more than life itself. Their Mom took them from me and I'm not allowed(that's what I've been told by others anyway) to talk or see them. I was NEVER given an explanation of why. She moved them to Missouri in 2011. I was told they were having a little family get together at a park but I wasn't allowed to go. I went anyway and sat in my car and watched them all and cried the whole time. All I wanted to do is just see them one more time, but everyone said no that it would just jeopardize them in ever seeing them again, so out of respect I watched from my car. I have gone all these years without hearing their little voices and it still kills me as it did the first day without them. I write their Mom all the time, especially on Holidays but I fill like she doesn't even tell them. I felt like she was trying to turn them from me. Until this past January she finally responded to my e-mail. She gave me their address so I can send them things! It's a start. As soon as I get the extra money to send it's gonna be all theirs!!! I LOVE AND MISS them SO BAD! So one day I Pray and I Pray I will see them again.