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I'm not me

HeartstopperStoryT

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Reads 945
Votes 120
Parts 19
Time 1h 16m

HeartstopperStoryT

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Enter the world of Charlie Spring, a devoted therapist committed to staying up to date of LGBTQ+ advancements. Yet, when an unfamiliar label shakes his convictions, Charlie embarks on a profound quest for self-awareness, challenging his perceptions of identity. In "I'm Not Me," follow Charlie as he navigates the complicated realm of gender and societal expectations, ultimately embracing the journey towards authenticity.

Started: 30/5/24
Ended: 17/12/24

Tag rankings:
#1 thisiswhoiam
#6 supportsystem 
#13 true self 
#30 pronouns
#50 gender identity
#116 support (most impressive ranking)
#366 gender fluid 
#590 asexual 
#645 ally
#651 HeartstopperAll Rights Reserved

ally asexual charlie exploringgender friends gay genderfluid genderidentity heartstopper hidingmyself intersex lesbian lgbtqia love nick pronouns queer relationship support supportsystem thisiswhoiam transgender trueself

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Who Is Lucas Ryker O'Riley?

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