Heart says... (Poetry version)

when will the grief will end? i thought we intertwined for a reason, i thought the red string theory was right, and i thought it was going to be you, forever. i still think deeply about you in every breath i take. i don't like it here sometimes. but there is nothing i can say. you made me the happiest girl alive. you showed me how to love and now i loved you too deep, down in to the hole where I'm unable to crawl back up, because i have to accept that you have changed, and i can never change you, no matter how hard i tried.