"200 years with your memory" (Shadilver)

I did not want to accept it, I did not want to think about it, but your figure, your countenance, your way of being caught me slowly, I could go, I could reach you, but then, my immortality asked me to be patient....

200 years with your memory in my mind, with your scent in my memory and your voice in my dreams, 200 eternal and fluctuating years, made me die inside.