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Ongoing, First published Jan 27, 2024
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"How do I live when I have to break myself down just to mend him?"

***

That one moment, those few words in life are enough to never make it the same again.
It has been six months since Ana broke up with Dean and two since her funeral. Every day feels like a heavy blanket weighing him down but not keeping him warm enough in the wintry cold. Every touch and words unsaid send pangs to his heart as he realizes that he can never say them again even if he wanted to run to her and scream them one day. 

Losing her love didn't hurt as much as losing her forever. 

But is this truly the end of his life as Dean makes it to be? Or is it a chance for a new beginning, a new awakening in the worst way possible?
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Tough Love (Completed)

28 parts Complete Mature

"Will be there in 20?" The message from Dean reads. My brain says I should text back saying 'I will rip your balls off if you come over' or 'I am not a sex toy, you could come over and use me as and when you please' or at least a simple 'No'. But I don't. I squat next to my bed and pull out the white powder to numb the pain. I told myself that I am done with Dean and I am going to get my life back together. I cleaned up, battled withdrawals and even improved my grades. One text from him and I am snorting coke. Why do I do this to myself? Why do I let Dean treat me like trash? Why do I set myself up knowing that it's only a matter of time before he will run back to Sherley leaving me in limbo? Why? l have asked myself the same question a million times but I couldn't come up with an answer that I can use to justify myself. When it came to Dean, I was a masochist. I let him use me and discard me without any fight. Dean was my first Friend. Kiss. Sex. Love. Everything. I wanted to be his everything too. I was his first Friend. Kiss and Sex but Love.. that was Sherley. His family chauffeur's daughter. I want to be a better human and say I didn't hate her. But I am not. I am just human and I hate her with the ferocious of a thousand sun. I hate that she plays him like a fiddle and he dances to it. I hate that they fight for silly reasons and Dean comes running to me. I hate that I let him in even when I know she will reel him back in no time. I hate that he is my weakness and Sherley is his. I wished that my best friend would turn to be my lover. But he just ripped my heart out. It time to let go and move on.

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