⚠️TW⚠️: Self harm, Descriptions of self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Panic Attacks, disassociation, Anxiety, Childhood trauma, OCD, Body Dysmorphia, Gore, Gender dysphoria.
I just came out of a depressive episode this week and I didn't know how to talk about it, then I decided to start writing.
Writing this has helped me understand how horrible I have been to myself these past years, it's reminded me who I'm actually hurting when I decided to take these actions.
This is by no means meant to be a romanticization of Self Harm or Suicidal Ideation, I'm hoping it as seen by the readers as the opposite. Seen as a reason to stop the self sabotage.
I hope that this story can help others who struggle with quitting this addicting cycle by reminding them of who they started out as, a little kid.
If you are struggling with self harm or Suicidal ideation or know of someone who is struggling please reach out to someone who can help. Whether it be a therapist, a Suicide Hotline, Crisis hotline, a friend, a family member, a friends parent, a doctor. You can even go to an emergency room and ask for help.
The world is a better with you in it❤️
⚠️TW⚠️: Self harm, Descriptions of self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Panic Attacks, disassociation, Anxiety, Childhood trauma, OCD, Body Dysmorphia, Gore, Gender dysphoria.
If I missed any please let me know in the comments and I will add them.