𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑺𝑬𝑫 𝑩𝒀 𝑯𝑰𝑴| 18+
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Ongoing, First published Jan 28
Mature
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I've loved one boy my whole life, and I know there will never be anyone else.

Even if he doesn't love me back, even if he says he hates me. My love towards him will last forever.

His name is Vedant Vij. 

From a charming, polite, helping boy; I watched him transform into the devil himself. I watched him self destruct. I couldn't do anything about it.

The boy I fell in love with, the boy who helped me bake cookies, helped me select my clothes, cuddled while watching movies with me was gone. 

His kind nature was destroyed into small peices.

And he says it's my fault.

I don't know how it's my fault. I don't remember hurting him, I don't know what I did.

But he hates me.

Now that we study in the same college, it's hard to avoid him.

We meet everyday. He still tells me hates me. He kisses me goodnight while telling me he doesn't want me in his life.

He calls me 'Blue' but without warmth in his eyes. He buys me my favorite drinks without acknowledging me.

He beats the fuck out of the guys I stay around.

He doesn't want me, but he won't let anyone else have me.

☆☆☆

I loved a girl.

I loved her more than I love myself, but she trampled upon my heart and crushed it. 

She did things, she said words which peirced me in my heart. 

I hate her now. I hate her more than anything. I hate her for everything.

I hate her for making me believe in a fairy tale which doesn't exist. She mad me fall for her, and I'm still not over it.

I'll make her regret it all.

☆☆☆



𝑽𝑬𝑫𝑨𝑵𝑻 𝑽𝑰𝑱

Protective, obsessed, unforgiving, chaser

Vedant hates someone, but he's also in love with her.

☆☆☆

𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑨 𝑨𝑹𝑶𝑹𝑨

Party girl, sweet, scarred past

Gina wants to live freely but a certain someone doesn't let her do so.

☆☆☆

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