If I Loved You Properly

Hanahaki Basil AU. Warning: This book includes: Suicidal thoughts, intense feelings of love, like really intense feelings of love, derealization
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Sunny came back to Faraway Town! Well...not really. He's staying over at my house! I mean, I like him, but he may not like me. He liked my interests, he liked being my friend, but...I love him. But people might doubt me for my type of person. Sure, you can be a gay boy and date a girl, but it feels weird...weirder than the daffodils that I throw up, with blood all over them...