Missing Piece (newtmas!!)

Have you ever felt numb to the point you don't even feel like your there? Like you could snap at any moment? That's how Thomas feels. It's been 2 months 4 weeks 3 days and 6 hours since the burning of WCKD, and that's all Thomas can think about. He goes over it again and again in his head what was lost, who was lost. He can't however, think about how or what he feels, because if he does he might just snap.
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Have you ever been lost both physically and emotionally? Like even taking one step might set off the bomb going on inside your head? That's how Newt feels. It's been 2 months 4 weeks 3 days and 6 hours since Newt was left for dead. He doesn't know where he is or how he got there but he does know one thing. He needs to get back to his friends.. to Thomas. If he doesn't he might just be lost forever.

**a split pov fic, still recovering from tdc so i'm fixing it by not killing off newt😁 my first fic so bare with me.