I don't have an owl to send my letters and I'm too lazy to buy stamps or even go to the post office. More importantly, I'm not sure if I should even send these letters to him.
I don't know. I have the best life. I have a boyfriend and a big house and loving parents and amazing friends.
I just don't know I feel trapped and I don't know how to fix it.
Everything meant nothing until I got to know him now I don't want you to think I need a man and I'm worthless without one but he just helped me realize I am needed
"Phoenix PLEASE you are needed we need you just please don't jump" he screams and my heart shatters at the thought of what I was about to do.
"please" he whispers with tears in his eyes I nod and climb down.