series: the things i let die (and what else i find) pairing(s): steve rogers (mcu)/james "bucky" barnes (mcu)/ tony stark (mcu) tags: angst, hurt no comfort, bucky barnes has self-esteem issues, bucky barnes needs a hug, pov bucky barnes, self-doubt, self-hatred, pregnant tony stark, whump, polyamory, lowercase, song: beware (bitter ruin) summary: simply and frankly speaking, bucky was struggling in the face of tony's pregnancy. and better yet: he had not a soul to confide in.