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4 a.m. knows all my secrets

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Leituras 1,033
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Capítulos 11
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Leituras 1,033
Votos 25
Capítulos 11
Tempo 45m

basic_androgyny

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A story about a boy who is suffering with severe depression and is stuck back in a Psychiatric ward after his 5th suicide attempt. During his stay will Taylor get better or will he just slowly slip further into the black hole that he has been loving in for the last 6 years of his last. But will he find love with a hunky therapist. When therapy turns into make out sessions does he really benefit or is his confidence and life be slowly ripped away from him because of his stupid choices.  This will be a triggering story about love and depression and one persons battle with a mental illness.Todos os Direitos Reservados

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Broken ✓ (BoyxBoy), de ButteryBreadsticks

"Wait, you're gay?" I asked in confusion, scratching the back of my head. "Well duh. How oblivious are you?" "Well, I guess I'm pretty dumb, but my sexiness makes up for it." "Sure Hunter, whatever helps you sleep at night..." *** [Completed] Hunter just moved to a small city in Florida after his third suicide attempt, being forced to live with his aunt. After his first day at his new school, he has the whole football team hating him with his smart remarks, except for one quarterback who takes an interest in him. With his new therapist, his annoying aunt, and the hell hole he calls school, will Hunter be able to make it through the rest of high school, or will he forever be broken? --- This story contains romance between two boys. If you're not okay with that then I suggest you leave. I'm gonna go ahead and add a trigger warning, for suicidal themes, cutting, etc... Fair warning, this story is really poorly written. It's filled with plot holes, grammar errors, and everything else under the sun that makes a bad story. It pains me to reread it but it's like my own writing history so I don't want to take it down. It was written when I was 12, if that says anything, so keep that in mind before you read it! *** Highest rankings: 07/10/20 | #5 in Humor 02/09/20 | #5 in BxB 06/22/19 | #4 in SuicideAwareness 05/21/20 | #3 in GayLove 04/12/20 | #3 in UnlimitedPride 10/06/19 | #1 in Sarcasm 08/09/19 | #1 in GayFiction 08/17/19 | #1 in GayAf 09/28/19 | #1 in FreeTheLgbt 11/28/19 | #1 in TeenFiction 02/12/20 | #1 in Gayness --- Completed on 5/30/19

Until I Met You, de lisaaaaa1616

After George accidentally outs himself in front of the popular and homophobic guys of the school everything seems fine at first. However, that soon changes when he receives weird and hurtful messages online, this soon escalates from just one message to something much more serious. Meanwhile, Clay is closeted yet he has known he likes boys for a while now after falling for George. However, he can never seem to find the time to talk to anyone about this as he has to constantly help his sick mum and sister. With the cyber bullying all becoming too much, George becomes extremely overwhelmed, while Clay finds himself taking more and more medication to calm himself every day. This soon escalated from a small issue into something unimaginably worse. TW's: -Usage too much medication -Homophobia (usage f-slur) -Suicide attempt/thoughts -Mentions heart disease -Burnout/depression -(Cyber) bullying -Mental abuse -Overdose -Abuse

Listen Before You Speak, de CAKerst

Book #1 in the Silence Series Elijah is no ordinary boy. In fact, he is as different from what a normal boy could possibly be. The golden rule in is life has always been "listen before you speak", but what happens when he meets a boy? Will he still be able to just listen? Even when the boy urges him to speak all the unspoken words he has tried so hard to silence for so many years? When Blake walks into Elijah's silent world, the sound starts forming around Elijah's mouth; and he speaks for the first time in four years. Will Blake still love Elijah after hearing everything that Elijah has listened to but never spoke about all those years, or will he get the hell out of dodge as his instincts scream? This story is PG13, since it may have strong language. This story may contain self-harm issues, abuse, and other traumatic scenes. Please be advised that the main character is homosexual, and therefore there will be romantic actions between same sex characters. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, please refrain from reading.

Fix Me, de theindigojackalope

Jax isn't happy; he hasn't been for a long time. After a suicide attempt, he lands in the psychiatric ward. Oliver has been in the psych ward for longer than he should've been. The new boy with too thin shoulders and no voice intrigues him. The two must find their way along the road to recovery together. ***** "You probably think I'm crazy." "I don't. I think you're an angel. But, you're a fallen one. You've been dealt a rough hand, and your wings have been broken." "You think you can fix me?" "I don't know... But I'll damn sure try." ⚠️Content warning: suicide, depression, anxiety, verbal abuse. Please be safe. xx Highest Ranking: #44 in General Fiction

Why fall for the straight boy? BXB, de Onlygrethn

Taylor, a junior in high school, has been very open to his sexuality, but that changed when he met Summer, the homophobic bully, and the Straightest boy on the planet. What happens when Taylor falls for him, and better yet, what happens when Summer falls as well? ⚠️: THIS BOOK CONTAINS HOMOPHOBIC STATEMENTS, SLURS AND SEXUAL HARASSMENT, ALSO A GAY STORY DONT READ IF IT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. 326 in triggerwarning 2.18.2021 875 in anxiety 2.17.2021

Suicidal Headcase, de fairly_unknown

Josh had committed suicide, but he has a chance at redemption. Only if he can save another person from the same fate. He's given time back on Earth as well as connections to someone's thoughts and emotions he's never met. Now Josh has to find this Tyler Joseph and save him from himself, but he never imagined himself falling in love. ***there will be trigger warnings. Things such as depression, suicide.*** ***disclaimer: i only edited the photo, I don't own it or any of the people in the story.***

Loud Silence (BoyxBoy), de Wth_is_happeningg

Miles is barely holding on. After graduating early, the bullying and abuse he once experienced have been replaced by an unbearable silence and a persistent ache in the back of his mind. With no one to turn to, he slips into a routine that makes him feel invisible and forgotten. Can one person really save him? He doesn't think so-but he has no other choice. He's suffocating, and just looking at this one person feels like the most refreshing breath of air he's ever had. -- This is my first time writing something in a long while, so please be kind. This will be a longer project when it's finished, and I'm really passionate about it! -- ***Trigger Warning*** This story is boy x boy and will explore mental health, mature themes, sexual exploration, and references to self-harm, suicide, and death.

Hollow | BxBxBxB, de ElijahDiva

Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

Love, Alexander, de blueeindigoo

With fate bringing them back together, their dark past also following, Liandro and Alexander are faced with the feelings they've always had and hard decisions to overcome. An evil stepmother and a high school nightmare were all it took for Liandro to run away from his town and never look back, but that was until he crossed paths with his 'old friend' who had caused him both pain and hope. Liandro made a promise to never let his past haunt him, but when his 'small crush' turns into a huge desire, will he still be able to keep his promise or will he give in and Love Alexander. Trigger warnings: Violence, Sexual Assault, Abuse, Self-harm and Suicide. Includes mature content, beware.

A Gain Of The Found, de macho_girrl

All of his life, Floyd has wanted to save the universe from Voltriss and live in peace with the one he loves. So far, he has accomplished neither of these two things. He's only just starting his journey as a fighter in the war, and he doesn't know who he loves yet. All of his life, Sebastian has wanted to be free. As the prince of the biggest planet in the whole universe, accomplishing this is hard. When he runs away to start a shifters regiment in the war, he finally finds peace. He is able to get his hands dirty and do whatever he wants. He's also able to love who he wants. As Floyd struggles through his journey to be accepted and loved, Sebastian is on his journey to accept his own love. What happens when they meet each other? Will there be a gain or a loss?

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Broken ✓ (BoyxBoy)

"Wait, you're gay?" I asked in confusion, scratching the back of my head. "Well duh. How oblivious are you?" "Well, I guess I'm pretty dumb, but my sexiness makes up for it." "Sure Hunter, whatever helps you sleep at night..." * [Completed] Hunter just moved to a small city in Florida after his third suicide attempt, being forced to live with his aunt. After his first day at his new school, he has the whole football team hating him with his smart remarks, except for one quarterback who takes an interest in him. With his new therapist, his annoying aunt, and the hell hole he calls school, will Hunter be able to make it through the rest of high school, or will he forever be broken? --- This story contains romance between two boys. If you're not okay with that then I suggest you leave. I'm gonna go ahead and add a trigger warning, for suicidal themes, cutting, etc... Fair warning, this story is really poorly written. It's filled with plot holes, grammar errors, and everything else under the sun that makes a bad story. It pains me to reread it but it's like my own writing history so I don't want to take it down. It was written when I was 12, if that says anything, so keep that in mind before you read it! * Highest rankings: 07/10/20 | #5 in Humor 02/09/20 | #5 in BxB 06/22/19 | #4 in SuicideAwareness 05/21/20 | #3 in GayLove 04/12/20 | #3 in UnlimitedPride 10/06/19 | #1 in Sarcasm 08/09/19 | #1 in GayFiction 08/17/19 | #1 in GayAf 09/28/19 | #1 in FreeTheLgbt 11/28/19 | #1 in TeenFiction 02/12/20 | #1 in Gayness --- Completed on 5/30/19