4 a.m. knows all my secrets
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A story about a boy who is suffering with severe depression and is stuck back in a Psychiatric ward after his 5th suicide attempt. During his stay will Taylor get better or will he just slowly slip further into the black hole that he has been loving in for the last 6 years of his last. But will he find love with a hunky therapist. When therapy turns into make out sessions does he really benefit or is his confidence and life be slowly ripped away from him because of his stupid choices. This will be a triggering story about love and depression and one persons battle with a mental illness.
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