The Mirror

A girl so care free and seemingly happy with tons of friends couldn't possibly have any secrets right? she is the good honest girl never hides anything, or does she? This girl is me. Let me tell you right now I try to ignore myself and my problems focus on everyone else, lets just say i'm can't remember the last time I was happy. Nobody else needs to know that though as far as everyone else knows I am happy and my life is great. Thats not how I see it though. I have the lowest self esteem and the worst confidence ever. I feel ugly and stupid and awful of course there is a reason for that. My life was bad up until he showed up, he made me feel beautiful, smart, sexy. My confidence was better than it ever has been my self esteem shot up, i made tons of friends. Just because he came into my life.