Hard To Believe

Theres this girl shes 15 years old, shes funny shes smart shes sweet and shes pretty, but shes got a dark side shes been hurt so many times its had such an effect on her, and just when shes ready to give up and thinks life couldn't possibly get any worse, she meets a guy who changes her whole view and shows her maybe love is the cure to her problem...

Love is a death of a Life and the beginning of another. All the years of apposing the idea of letting someone in and giving all of her, will it be possible to let a mysterious guy to come all along and sway away all her insecurities. The more she turns his pages, the more mystery he is. He's like an open book , easy to read but when you dig into his story the more complex he becomes and suddenly it's not him but someone she has never come across. Life will take an interesting turn and you'll ride on a rollercoaster of infinite emotions , emotions never felt before. But is all her illusion or is it happening for real .... Or it's just he's unconsciously hers ???

PLEASE READ THE NEW VERSION OF THIS STORY --> https://www.wattpad.com/story/391220638-falling-for-em When a teacher starts at a new school she is devoted to help her students. She's the caring type but still lives a partying life. Helping one of her students will change her life forever. I know the first chapters are raw, but please give this a chance :) Dutch version; https://www.wattpad.com/story/318852504-gevallen-voor-em Sequel; https://www.wattpad.com/1522738618-feelings-for-em-chapter-one

{{Believe in the unimaginable when it comes to love.}} Jane was just an ordinary girl when one day everything came crushing down her life. She lost her father at a very young age and had to see her mother remarry another man. But just when she thought things were going to be fine, a new family moves in right next door. She is not only intrigued about this new family, but what caught her attention was their son; Alexander. It all seemed like a dream to her when he first call her name and when he was the first one to be there for her whenever she felt sad. For once, Jane felt like she could trust anyone without feeling sad, but she couldn’t help but to feel that there was something else that Alexander was keeping from her. Will she ever trust him again after she finds out his true identity? Or when he tells her that he is in love with her?

"I walked over to where Aaron was sitting on the ground, kneeling so that I was face-to-face with him. He was wearing a blank expression on his face so I guess he didn't really care if I kissed him or not. I took in a deep breath before taking his face in both of my hands and swooping down to kiss him. At first, I was so nervous I didn't realize that we were already kissing but after a few moments, I realized how soft his lips felt on my own. Before I can register it I felt him moving against me. I would have gotten off of him but I realize that he wasn't moving to get away from me. No, He was moving his lips against mine." °°°°° Aiden Moore isn't extraordinary. He has average looks, he is OK with sports, and his only strong point is that he is smart (although that doesn't mean much to his fellow classmates). And, of course, his virgin ass has never had a girlfriend, let alone a crush. It seemed as if he would never find someone. That was until he met her, Scarlett Hale. She was the most beautiful girl you will ever meet. Kind, sweet, and one of the few people with a higher GPA then him, she was amazing and Aiden imagined that she would be all his. Once Aiden gets rid of her boyfriend, Aaron Tyler. The most annoying guy you will ever meet, Aiden gags just thinking about him. The man is smoking hot and makes Aiden's dreams of getting the girl to seem very impossible. So what would happen if Aiden gets involved with the wrong person? Will Aiden get the girl? Will he fall short? Or will he fall into the arms of a guy who is in love with the girl he loves? _______________________________________ WARNING: First book EVER! The best part about this book is that it has some funny bits and introduces you to characters I use for a while. But, if you don't like the writing, please consider one of my newer works 😊 Started: May 10, 2016 Completed: September 2016

A stranger to her own existence, Kayla moves to a small town with the hope of finding comfort in a fresh start. But as she steps inside the unfamiliar classroom on the first day, standing in front of the class is a mysteriously familiar face, one that rouses memories of a time she believed had gone by. With past baggage catching up in the most intrusive ways, she stumbles upon unexpected comfort of friendship, unconditional love of found family, and a beautiful yet complicated bond between two hesitant souls. "This book was like a warm hug, and I might believe in love again." "I would give everything, especially my soul, to have the opportunity to read this book for the first time again." ────── CW: Substance abuse, harsh language, sexual content, mention of self-harm and suicide. ────── Started in January 2018. Re-published in November 2022. First draft (this version) finished in April 2023. ────── Copyright 2018 © Renee Steinberg All rights reserved. This work may not be reproduced, copied, translated, or republished in any form without the author's permission, except for brief quotations or reviews with proper credit.

For reasons he doesn't even know about, Harry has always felt hatred toward her. It could be because of her eyes. It could be because of her smile. Or it could simply be because she's alive. The underlying causes can sometimes come from unexpected depths after all. The only thing he knows for sure is that he saw her as a rival. To defeat her. To humiliate her. To destroy her. For the first 16 years of his life, he drew breaths for those reasons alone. But then... nothing. They eventually went their separate ways, as change is the inevitability that comes with those younger years. Confronted with this sudden change, Harry had no other choice but to keep on moving forward, and finally adapted to a dull, productive lifestyle, forgetting even the fact that he once bore such animosity inside of him. Until he met her again, that is. Her Lie I Tried To Believe is a short novel about the persisting hatred of a boy throughout his life, the destructive relationship that was born from it, and the consequences he had to face as a direct result.

The story is about two people who meet by chance and quickly form a genuine connection, despite only knowing each other for a short time. It highlights the natural progression of a budding relationship, shaped by cautiousness, vulnerability, and the willingness to take risks. The narrative centers around the protagonist, who, after meeting a woman he finds intriguing, begins to feel a deepening attachment. However, past experiences and emotional scars make him hesitant to rush into anything too soon. He doesn't want to make the same mistakes, so he takes a measured approach. Their conversations are filled with honesty, humor, and mutual respect, which only fuels his growing feelings for her. In Part One, the protagonist is unsure of whether he should act on his feelings. He carefully opens up to her, expressing his hesitations while still acknowledging his growing attraction. She, in turn, responds with a sense of maturity and understanding, offering him the space to figure out what he truly wants. Part Two shows the protagonist wrestling with his emotions, yet ultimately deciding to take a leap of faith. He realizes that while it's still early, the connection they share is worth pursuing, and he chooses to express his feelings honestly. The story concludes with him asking her out properly, feeling hopeful and open to seeing where this new chapter might lead. Overall, the story is a journey of self-reflection, growth, and learning to trust in both one's feelings and the other person. It's about striking the balance between caution and taking chances in relationships, especially when both people seem to have the same genuine intentions. It speaks to the importance of honesty, communication, and the willingness to take things one step at a time, rather than rushing into something without considering the deeper emotional impact.

Lola, a 30-year-old woman, finds herself stalking her boyfriend after a breakup, a position she could never imagine herself to get into, especially at this age. The book starts at a point when Lola has parked her car by her b/f's gym, waits in the car, hoping to see him when he exits the building. She knows what she doing is wrong, and she shouldn't do that, but she is not in control of her emotions, and it is quite the opposite. She feels she needs to see him and to talk to him. And while she waits, all kinds of thoughts are going through her head: "I have a feeling he is seeing someone. I don't want to think about what I'm gonna do to him!" and shortly after: "Maybe I should just leave before he sees me? No! I can't. When you are rolling off a cliff you just can't stop. I guess you need to feel the bottom. The only problem - you don't know where that bottom is." And she is trying to analyze how is it that she got attached to him so quickly and so strongly: "What has he done to me? Is it some kind of a spell? How could I get so attached to him so soon? Is this how true love is supposed to feel? Losing yourself in someone, completely? Or is that just the stupid me?" At this point, the reader may get the impression that Lola is the type of girl that rarely gets the attention of attractive men, and this is why she behaves like that. To their surprise, it turns out that this is not the case. Lola is a tall and astonishingly beautiful woman. She is fun and sarcastic. Men are flocking around her trying to get her attention. And of course, she is not flawless, just like anybody else. And the man she is stalking is just an average guy.. But we don't want to spoil you the whole story. This is a love story has passion and sex in it, as well as fights and misunderstandings. And the main question remains: will Lola succeed in getting him back, or her attempts will only backfire? Read the whole story and find out.

*Destined to Be series book one. Not necessary to read Book one before book two.* Achievements: #1 in Lesbianromance [August 14th, 2019] #4 in Lesbian [September 30th, 2019] #5 in GirlxGirl [August 26, 2019] Avery has had a tough life, a very tough life. She feels like the universe is forever against her. And never thought that, even after everything she's endured, she would ever get her 'Happily Ever After'. Then one day she thinks it may be possible. The woman she had been in love with for years, finally returns her feelings. Avery was finally happy, the woman she loved so much for so long, finally loved her back. Her 'Happily Ever After' was within reach. At least that's what she thought, until the woman managed to shatter Avery's already broken heart into a million pieces. Months later, the wound still fresh, she packs up her stuff and moves back to the city where she was born. She thinks being in a different city and reconnecting with her childhood best friend, will help her heal. But, nothing seems to change at all. At least not until one night about 2 months later. Her friend drags her to a club. To get her friend off her back, she finds a girl to pick up. She expected for it to be a one night stand and that was it but she desperately wants to see the woman again. And she ends up getting her wish but the next time they see each other it's in one of the most unexpected of situations. Just when she was starting to think that she might be able to be happy again, it all goes to crap. Her life seems to be a never ending string of heart break. Maybe the whole universe really is against her. Warning: This story's going to get a bit dark/depressing. And even though it's clearly labeled as such but I still feel I need to say this is a mature girlxgirl story so there will be sex. Also don't read if you have a problem w/ the word fuck because I use it quite liberally.