if i could take it all back
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Complete Fri, Feb 2, 202413m
chuuya gets home stressed from work and looses it on dazai and regrets it when dazai does soemthing crazy
TW:
Suicide
Self harm
Panic attacks
Fighting
Blood / wound ect
Eating disorder references
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