if i could take it all back
- Reads 97
- Votes 3
- Parts 1
chuuya gets home stressed from work and looses it on dazai and regrets it when dazai does soemthing crazy
TW:
Suicide
Self harm
Panic attacks
Fighting
Blood / wound ect
Eating disorder references
All Rights Reserved
#86
depersonalization
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Parted Entanglement { ① }
''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*Complete
Loving you is suicide || Dazai x Reader #BSDWattys2017
|| completed || [Dazai Osamu x Reader] Love is a difficult thing. It takes time, effort and patience to maintain a relationship. Especially when you're in love with a suicidal maniac. #BSDWattys2017Complete![I'am happy that i have both of you [Soukoku]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/351503716-256-k455844.jpg)
I'am happy that i have both of you [Soukoku]
[pilot] They have something they don't know about.Child from a laboratory. It was doctor from hospital but it wasn't a real doctor it was .... (⚠️warning⚠️) fluff smut angest self-harm depression soukoku adopt a child (ships) soukoku shin Soukoku Ranpoe Fyolai -----------------Complete
Tempus Fugit
Basically.... Dazai and Chuuya end up travelling time and well... they discover a lot more than they need to. Story art by Lex_dark_ on twitter (I thought it was fitting for my idea) go check them out their art is... nsfw but also cute sometimes lmao Includes smut, angst, fluff, time travel, swearing, drinkingComplete
Staring at you like you are a dream- Soukoku
Dazai, the privileged son of a wealthy surgeon, crosses paths with Chuuya, an orphan who becomes Dazai's reason to embrace life. Simultaneously, Dazai serves as Chuuya's anchor after the loss of everything dear to him. However, their lives take a tumultuous turn when they face the prospect of being separated. The question looms: how will they survive this potential separation and its impact on their intertwined destinies? i apologise in advance if there's a few mistakes here and there english is not my first language. A/N: so I've never written a fanfiction before and i do not have high hopes but let's see how this goes. ‼️DISCLAIMER‼️ --> I do not own the bsd characters. --> I do not own the art on the coverpage. (creds to kazuki_boo on instagram and twitter)Complete
Nothing but a Monster
Chuuya struggles to convince himself he's human and it becomes more increasingly difficult, especially with Arahabaki spilling poison in his mind. Dazai defects from the Mafia and Chuuya remains behind to deal with the aftermath. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING!!⚠️ Suicidal thoughts Self-harm Suicide attempt Best ranks: #2 Soukoku #2 Angst #1 Chuuya #1 ArahabakiComplete![Hate You, Love You [Soukoku/Shin Soukoku]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/211449778-256-k579147.jpg)
Hate You, Love You [Soukoku/Shin Soukoku]
"What is love, and how do you get rid of it?" Dazai doesn't typically feel any emotions, at all- or at least he can't understand them. He hates that Chuuya makes him feel emotions, specifically the emotion of love, so he in turn despises Chuuya for it instead. And it's driving him crazy. "I won't let you get away this time." Chuuya is doing his best to get over Dazai, but as usual, nothing goes according to plan for him. No matter how much Chuuya tries to deny it or change them, he can't get rid of his feelings. So he finally does something different about it. Or: Dazai struggles with the concept of love, and his past catches up with him from how he chooses to deal with experiencing feelings and things he thinks he doesn't deserve as someone outside of humanity; and he makes it everyone's problem. ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ Bungo Stray Dogs Soukoku fanfic. Set in and after season 2, with various spoilers Mainly Soukoku, secondly Shin Soukoku, ft. RanPoe ⚠️⚠[Adult Intended Audience]⚠⚠️ [18+ mature themes and descriptions] ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ Mentions and Descriptions of: ⚠︎Alcohol ⚠︎Arson ⚠︎Bad Decisions ⚠︎Body Dysphoria ⚠︎Dazai's Dark Thoughts ⚠︎Death ⚠︎Depression ⚠︎Drugs/Smoking ⚠︎Fyodor Dostoevsky (and his pet clown) ⚠︎Gore ⚠︎Guns/Gun Fighting ⚠︎Murder ⚠︎Oda Sakunosuke ⚠︎Prostitutes ⚠︎Suicide ⚠︎Self Harm ⚠︎Severe Depression ⚠︎Sex ⚠︎Teen Soukoku ⚠︎Underage Intimacy (again, Teen Soukoku) ⚠︎Very Bad Decisions ⚠︎Violence ⚠️⚠️ DISCLAIMER: None of the images or characters are mine unless otherwise specified. Original side characters and minor refrences to characters and people from the lives and books of the real life authors that inspired BSD. Top Highest Ranking: #1 Soukoku #1 akutagawaxatsushi #1 doubleblack #2 dazaixchuuya #3 ranpoe #9 shinsoukoku #20 akutagawa #22 chuuyanakahara #42 atsushi #55 dazaiosamu
The Panacea Of Everything Is Love || Soukoku
Started: April 20, 2023 Finished: April 26, 2024 Two souls met in a hospital room. Chuuya has just a few broken bones after a motorbcycle accident he had and Dazai has a terminal illness called emphysema... The fate brought them together, but will the death which is after every living being separate them early?Complete
Soukoku Oneshots
Disclaimer: This photo doesn't belong to me. It's belong to moka_usr on Instagram, so go check out her art. This is reupload because I didn't like how I started out, so I made better stories than before. Dazai and Chuuya knew each other for a long time. And despite being enemies, they love each other...... in their own ways. Expect random, exciting stories with a little adventure. I like to be different when it comes to writing stories. Warning: Swearing Dazai being Dazai Mention of suicideComplete
Expectations // Soukoku
Dazai Osamu does everything just to meet his parents' expectations Then Nakahara Chuuya turns his whole life around. ---- Soukoku high school AU A few warnings: In short, sensitive topics -Depression, suicidal thoughts -Underage smoking and drinking -Swearing -Eventual smut -Psychological abuse [^how to not treat your child 101 with dazai's parents] I do NOT own nor claim to own: -The characters -The cover art -Bungou Stray Dogs This is just a fanfictionComplete
''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*
More detailsContent Guidelines