There Was Time (Autobiography)
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  • Reads 1,147
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  • Parts 46
  • Time 3h 24m
Ongoing, First published Feb 02
Mature
The Tragic story of a messed up kid.
(Contains several trigger warnings)

I wanted to write this autobiography for only one purpose. And that was to educate this wicked world. In this book, everything happened. Every, memory written in a diary. The one day, when a happy boy died, and became messed up. Was the day... There was no turning back anymore.

Drive into the mind of someone with homicidal ideations.

Age 16+ adviced.

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Benjamin a young optimistic boy who loves nature and the animals around him a lot. He lives a difficult life, but once the worst decision ever made in his life is made, everything goes the wrong way.

Even though the decision was never meant to end this way.

A place where he was supposed to feel at home, a place that was supposed to be safe becomes the hell that an 11-year-old child can go through.

With his already difficult childhood before he was 5, this is not going in the right direction at all. But what can he do? Ask for help?

No, you just get ignored, laughed at.

(Struggling of depression, self harm, homicidal ideations, search for identity, neglect, abuse, and bullying)

(Possible Psychosis, OCD, PTSD, Attachment disorder related)

(Everything in this story did really happened)
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