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There Was Time (Autobiography)

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The Tragic story of a messed up kid.
(Contains several trigger warnings)

I wanted to write this autobiography for only one purpose. And that was to educate this wicked world. In this book, everything happened. Every, memory written in a diary. The one day, when a happy boy died, and became messed up. Was the day... There was no turning back anymore.

Drive into the mind of someone with homicidal ideations.

Age 16+ adviced.

(Slight reminder, I have horrible amnesia and many of these stories in this book are semi fictional, meaning that they are based of facts and memories that were written down, but beside that they were all imagined, because I miss like 80-90% of memories.)

***


Benjamin a young optimistic boy who loves nature and the animals around him a lot. He lives a difficult life, but once the worst decision ever made in his life is made, everything goes the wrong way.

Even though the decision was never meant to end this way.

A place where he was supposed to feel at home, a place that was supposed to be safe becomes the hell that an 11-year-old child can go through.

With his already difficult childhood before he was 5, this is not going in the right direction at all. But what can he do? Ask for help?

No, you just get ignored, laughed at.

(Struggling of depression, self harm, homicidal ideations, search for identity, neglect, abuse, and bullying)

(Possible Psychosis, OCD, PTSD, Attachment disorder related)

(Everything in this story did really happened)All Rights Reserved

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My Life Being Dead

Hello. I’m Cassidy. I’m 16 years old, and I am helpless. I’m weak, defenseless and not to mention unassuming. I am utterly boring and uninteresting. I wouldn’t be surprised if God himself overlooked me. Maybe that’s why my life sucks so much. My face is dull and pale, and my hair is mousy brown. My eyes are black and my fingers are long and stringy. Once in junior high, a teacher likened me to ghost. I had wanted to tell her, “Yes. I remind myself of a ghost sometimes too.” But I didn’t say anything in return. I have one friend and even she doesn’t like me for me; only for the shiny new car my step dad bought me. Boys don’t notice me. And when they do it’s only to pick out my flaws and display them to everyone around. All in all, I am a sad and pathetic specimen of a human being. Why am I writing this? Because on June 3rd, 2011, at 12:31 am, I died.