Nothingness

Have you ever experienced slowly losing everything?

Have you ever felt like everything you thought was there is gone?

Have you ever cried with no tears left?

Have you ever been promised that you won't be left alone no matter what?

Have you ever felt the pain that you don't know when it will stop?

Because me? Yes. And it hurts, but when you find out everything, your world suddenly stops.

The moment you realize that the person you least expected to do it is the reason for everything. That everything was planned from the beginning. The saying is true that being stabbed in the back hurts, but you know what hurts more? It's seeing who holds the knife when you turn around.

It's not easy. But if you choose to stay in the darkness, you know there's a chance you won't rise again.

However, you don't realize that slowly you no longer feel anything, that you forget what it's like to be happy, that it's not the same as before.