I'm gonna be okay...
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Last published Thu, May 7, 2015
Poor poor pooooor Ash. Her mum died when she was young and that sent her dad over the edge but if that wasn't enough a mysterious boy named Blaine had to come and make her fall for him. But that doesn't make her different from anybody else. The thing that makes her different is that she hides her scars so well and she keeps going because all she can really do is tell herself is that she is going to be okay. Will she ever be okay or will she just have to go without a happy ending. Because in this fairy tale there is no guaranteed happy ending.
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