What is wrong with me?

Simply a series of thoughts that I have deeply buried in my mind and that little by little eat my soul, I take advantage of the fact that no one reads me so I can write a little and let off steam, If you can relate to this... you are not alone.

Please do not see this as a story, it is simply my deepest feelings and thoughts about various situations... and if I say something strange or that is not understood... it is because I am using Google translator to write all this... it is easier for me because if someone who does not know English sees this, they will not understand me and will leave from here ... I went on too long...

Please don't judge me... I just want to write how I feel... nothing more. It should be noted that, although it sometimes seems like it, I do not want to be the victim here! It's just my point of view and I know that I caused more damage than I receive, so just don't feel sorry for me.