This story isn't fictional. This story won't have a "happy ending". This story is about me. Sounds selfish, huh? Well, it's not meant to. This story is to show that those of you who struggle and those of you who feel so alone... Aren't alone. No matter how far away from the world you feel. You are NOT alone. You are loved if you it or not. And yes, I understand that this sounds like the same shit you get told all the damn time and it ma not mean anything to you at all anymore... But it's true. Depression is a real thing. It's an illness that seems to have no cure. It brings about anxiety and many other things. It can lead to self harm, suicidal thoughts and actions and many, many more things. This is for those of you who know what I'm talking about. For those who understand. Those who are going through what I'm talking about. This story is NOT meant for people to laugh at. It is NOT for attention. It is clearly for the fact that I want ya'll to know I know understand and know exactly what you may be going through.