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"I can't escape the way I love you 
I don't want to, but I love you" 



Loving someone seems so effortless right? So why was it so hard her?

Sarahi Eloise Ray was raised in a strict christian household, she's read the bible front to back. Been to every church event you could think of, she's sinned like everyone else but nothing too crazy.. 

Yet every Sunday since a young girl she's felt so much guilt and shame, never understanding why... until she meets Cateleya and while she's too young to understand her feelings, she knows it feels right. 

Cateleya feels right? So why doesn't she want to love her? Better yet, why can't she love her? 

Follow Sarahi on her journey to becoming her best lesbian self. :)All Rights Reserved

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